To my first ever ♥️beat skipper,

You feel I'm so clueless but i actually do have an idea
You feel I'm someone who gets easily swayed, true that i get emotional, i admit
You feel I'll be tainted being with someone who's let another man touch her...
Darling...
I can't say, I didn't die somewhat hearing it for the first time amd then again when i heard that from you... that's that but you're everything I've ever wanted, fell for, hoped for, needed and prayed for.

I don't know what else to want.
I don't know what more to ask for.
I don't know if I should even think of wants.
Coz I'm scared.
Scared, that just like how i wanted you more than anything and still lost you to someone else.
Anyone or anything i even think of, would be taken away.

I'm scared of wanting, scared for Fallin for, scared of hoping for something again, scared of ... needing someone again, there i said it.
Now i just want...maybe...to let you know of this.

Yours
WhoCouldNotBeYours


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