3:21am
22nd November 2024
Tonight..
My heart wept in silence...
not with tears...but in a suffocating numbness that I could not understand....
After a hectic 12-hour duty..I came home and collapsed into stillness...
No conversations with any..no distractions.. no routine..mobile ya kuch..I just sat there.. unable to engage with the world or even with myself...
Hours passed..the clock struck 3 AM and I found myself in a state of disbelief.... My room remained untouched...my bed unmade...and my mind... somewhere far away.!!!!

I had never experienced such a void before...a complete detachment from everything around me...
I was lost within myself...

Questions swirled in my head...questions I have been avoiding for too long :

Am I truly happy with my life?????
Do I carry regrets or guilt that I haven’t addressed???????
Am...