That's my fear and for my fear I lie awake
I can never truly sleep
Kowing that you might need me
I get a text and I'm sleeping,
I wake up not long after just to answer
You're crying and it's late
I have my phone right next to me
Waiting for your call
At work, I check my phone every few mins
Just to make sure I'm not needed
I give you all this love
Because I know what I'm risking if I don't
I showed you all my scars
So you can see that the scars won't kill us
You're stronger than you think
That's why you sit and contemplate taking your life
Because you've yet to decide
And it always fails through
Meaning you not supposed to die
And if you die so does a part of me
© Aries Andino