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My mother love
#MothersDayStory
The time had come to start my journey. I leaned out of the window, waving as long as I could while she disappeared into the distance.
Being independent now has completely submerged into my thoughts.
I am afraid of what my journey could lead me, mother advise not to be coward in facing what life has to offer otherwise it may ruin the fate I have.
As the car started I saw my mother wiping her tears their is a pang of sadness within.
I needed to look away just to drift my mind from saying I should not go.
My life with my mother care and love has been so perfect I am not afraid when I'm with her, she assure me that I am safe with God grace.
I remember all her sacrifices just to make us her happiest children .Hardworks and perseverance I saw on her.
When I am sleeping she sang me a lullaby especially when thunders and rain came. She taught me how to read, write and love whole heartedly.
Growing up when I made a lot of mistakes sometimes I also hurt her by words without even saying sorry or even a single thank you for all the sacrifices she had.
Selfishness came across in my heart I only think all about me not what my mother feels so sad came realization too late.
I could not stand when she scolded me I replied back shoutedly that day I saw her for the first time a tears flooded into her cheeks. Who on earth made my mother cry! It was me the ungrateful child.
I'm now 23 becoming a woman so busy growing don't even know my mother is growing old.
Wrinkles has been in her face, skin sagging and she is now not so strong compare to the past years.
Looking her eyes I saw sadness I am in guilt but I never even bother to ask her if she is okay.
All I think is success base on money, fame and power although I have the most precious gold in me my mother I become the selfish person never thought I could be.
Mother continue to nurture me with kindness ,love and understanding.
One offer suddenly came a job I've been eyeing for with high salary and promising entitlement this is what I am dreaming for!
But all of a sudden I see my mother living alone into this tiny apartment who will take care of her?
Then she assure me she can take care herself not wanting me to say no to the offer.
Now I am here in the car with all the things I been packed for the past two days. Their is guilt, their is sadness gow could I let myself to drown in all of this where my mother would be basically not strong to take care herself all alone.
Then a decision came for once.
I hugged her so tight and lead her to our house.
The time had come to start my journey. I leaned out of the window, waving as long as I could while she disappeared into the distance.
Being independent now has completely submerged into my thoughts.
I am afraid of what my journey could lead me, mother advise not to be coward in facing what life has to offer otherwise it may ruin the fate I have.
As the car started I saw my mother wiping her tears their is a pang of sadness within.
I needed to look away just to drift my mind from saying I should not go.
My life with my mother care and love has been so perfect I am not afraid when I'm with her, she assure me that I am safe with God grace.
I remember all her sacrifices just to make us her happiest children .Hardworks and perseverance I saw on her.
When I am sleeping she sang me a lullaby especially when thunders and rain came. She taught me how to read, write and love whole heartedly.
Growing up when I made a lot of mistakes sometimes I also hurt her by words without even saying sorry or even a single thank you for all the sacrifices she had.
Selfishness came across in my heart I only think all about me not what my mother feels so sad came realization too late.
I could not stand when she scolded me I replied back shoutedly that day I saw her for the first time a tears flooded into her cheeks. Who on earth made my mother cry! It was me the ungrateful child.
I'm now 23 becoming a woman so busy growing don't even know my mother is growing old.
Wrinkles has been in her face, skin sagging and she is now not so strong compare to the past years.
Looking her eyes I saw sadness I am in guilt but I never even bother to ask her if she is okay.
All I think is success base on money, fame and power although I have the most precious gold in me my mother I become the selfish person never thought I could be.
Mother continue to nurture me with kindness ,love and understanding.
One offer suddenly came a job I've been eyeing for with high salary and promising entitlement this is what I am dreaming for!
But all of a sudden I see my mother living alone into this tiny apartment who will take care of her?
Then she assure me she can take care herself not wanting me to say no to the offer.
Now I am here in the car with all the things I been packed for the past two days. Their is guilt, their is sadness gow could I let myself to drown in all of this where my mother would be basically not strong to take care herself all alone.
Then a decision came for once.
I hugged her so tight and lead her to our house.
