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Courage
Inhale Courage Exhale the Fear .
In reality we don't even know what courage is ?
For me when I was 14 I was already in love before turning to 14 but when I was exact 14teen I decided to propose/confess My Love to my crush, and that was the most bravest and the most courageous part of my life even now when I think about it, no-no not just read you need to rotate your head slightly upward to the right and let's go take a dip together in my flashback movie style, so I was ready to propose not with a red rose because I was in school and how could I suppose to carry a rose within my bag already filled up to its neck with the notebooks and books I never used once, so now just suppose that you are me and I'm your crush oh actually to make it easier for you; you be my crush if you are a girl and if not then follow the above procedure with caution ok, I'm waiting for my crush on the front gate of my school and the school of my crush was next to mine and for me it was not just a coincidence believe me the school of her is in K block and my name also starts with K alphabet and my school in D block and her name starts with D, Miracle na For the Lovers it's more than miracle and it made me believe that she is only in this world to be my lover = wife = mother of my kids, like a normal boy I also planned everything before even confessing her and when I saw her coming even with everything perfectly planned to execute, I hesitated and ran away then I realized It is not that easy and Reality is really hard than what we see In movies, my friends witnessed me running away and they started making fun of me and given me few names like the one starts with F with double T in it and ends with U , after getting the ultimate Title I steeled my will and decided to give it a try again because we all know that practice makes a man perfect so I'm standing on the front of the mirror in my school toilet ofcourse the Male toilet dude, I studied in a boys school so we never had a girls toilet in our school, and also no girls was In my school but i do remember a girl named seema in the same batch the same tuition but believe me she was not a girl you know what I mean, but dont let others realize ok only legends like you and me can understand, and seema is the reason I run away from girls, and here I'm standing facing the mirror with full confidence to propose and then my bestfriend enters and all confidence got nullified in an instant "kya kr rha h @#$%$ " that encrypted letters are hiding my title I mentioned before and I dropped the plan and got away from my bestfriend who is not even acting like a friend to me now and now it is not just about confessing my love now its personal "ijjat pe baat aa gyi " so next attempt next day same time same spot and even same stance ready to inhale the courage and exhale the fear and win my love, and she is coming, I can see her even from almost 200 meters away and let me tell you Love is really full of miracles, I'm not good in maths but I can count her steps, my vision is not that eagle eye type but I can see her face from that 190 meters away distance she is walking faster than I expected and I'm ready to intercept her like an interceptor intercepts an overspeeding car and the moment she arrived in my territory which is only 2meters of dia, I mumbled hell ............ o , yes hell and then silent and then O , that's the fear and that four first letters of Hello came out of my mouth is courage. Ok and after that I got to know that she is really intelligent and understood my half hell o and replied with a Hey then I walked to her and said nothing just went mute for few seconds Building up the confidence and suddenly my bestfriend enters and the confidence and my territory shrinks to me and he said "namaste bhabhi ji " and she smiled and walked away to her school and my friend was like "hsi to fsi bhai" let me translate - she smiled and she set , really ?
© kdiwedi
In reality we don't even know what courage is ?
For me when I was 14 I was already in love before turning to 14 but when I was exact 14teen I decided to propose/confess My Love to my crush, and that was the most bravest and the most courageous part of my life even now when I think about it, no-no not just read you need to rotate your head slightly upward to the right and let's go take a dip together in my flashback movie style, so I was ready to propose not with a red rose because I was in school and how could I suppose to carry a rose within my bag already filled up to its neck with the notebooks and books I never used once, so now just suppose that you are me and I'm your crush oh actually to make it easier for you; you be my crush if you are a girl and if not then follow the above procedure with caution ok, I'm waiting for my crush on the front gate of my school and the school of my crush was next to mine and for me it was not just a coincidence believe me the school of her is in K block and my name also starts with K alphabet and my school in D block and her name starts with D, Miracle na For the Lovers it's more than miracle and it made me believe that she is only in this world to be my lover = wife = mother of my kids, like a normal boy I also planned everything before even confessing her and when I saw her coming even with everything perfectly planned to execute, I hesitated and ran away then I realized It is not that easy and Reality is really hard than what we see In movies, my friends witnessed me running away and they started making fun of me and given me few names like the one starts with F with double T in it and ends with U , after getting the ultimate Title I steeled my will and decided to give it a try again because we all know that practice makes a man perfect so I'm standing on the front of the mirror in my school toilet ofcourse the Male toilet dude, I studied in a boys school so we never had a girls toilet in our school, and also no girls was In my school but i do remember a girl named seema in the same batch the same tuition but believe me she was not a girl you know what I mean, but dont let others realize ok only legends like you and me can understand, and seema is the reason I run away from girls, and here I'm standing facing the mirror with full confidence to propose and then my bestfriend enters and all confidence got nullified in an instant "kya kr rha h @#$%$ " that encrypted letters are hiding my title I mentioned before and I dropped the plan and got away from my bestfriend who is not even acting like a friend to me now and now it is not just about confessing my love now its personal "ijjat pe baat aa gyi " so next attempt next day same time same spot and even same stance ready to inhale the courage and exhale the fear and win my love, and she is coming, I can see her even from almost 200 meters away and let me tell you Love is really full of miracles, I'm not good in maths but I can count her steps, my vision is not that eagle eye type but I can see her face from that 190 meters away distance she is walking faster than I expected and I'm ready to intercept her like an interceptor intercepts an overspeeding car and the moment she arrived in my territory which is only 2meters of dia, I mumbled hell ............ o , yes hell and then silent and then O , that's the fear and that four first letters of Hello came out of my mouth is courage. Ok and after that I got to know that she is really intelligent and understood my half hell o and replied with a Hey then I walked to her and said nothing just went mute for few seconds Building up the confidence and suddenly my bestfriend enters and the confidence and my territory shrinks to me and he said "namaste bhabhi ji " and she smiled and walked away to her school and my friend was like "hsi to fsi bhai" let me translate - she smiled and she set , really ?
© kdiwedi
