Then I Rest.
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The sun was setting in the horizon. I watched it and wondered should I walk towards it or wait back. The mind was questioning me about my heart and why I became like this? Whay I just sit and feel nothing. I need love, a lot of love, loads of love but I don't need it at all. The winds just freezing my body but I was just sitting there and letting the cold take over my body without even moving any finger to give me warmth. Just a bodh ready to punish itself to death. Just a body to be turned into ashes. I was thinking about who and why should I be loved and why I shouldn't be. WhenwillI get something and how? The questions haunting me everyday and me just doing a lot of things and on the other side doing nothing. I just celebrate pain and enjoy the dawn, like my life is too going down. I believe some more pain and then I rest!
© ruineddevil
The sun was setting in the horizon. I watched it and wondered should I walk towards it or wait back. The mind was questioning me about my heart and why I became like this? Whay I just sit and feel nothing. I need love, a lot of love, loads of love but I don't need it at all. The winds just freezing my body but I was just sitting there and letting the cold take over my body without even moving any finger to give me warmth. Just a bodh ready to punish itself to death. Just a body to be turned into ashes. I was thinking about who and why should I be loved and why I shouldn't be. WhenwillI get something and how? The questions haunting me everyday and me just doing a lot of things and on the other side doing nothing. I just celebrate pain and enjoy the dawn, like my life is too going down. I believe some more pain and then I rest!
© ruineddevil