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I need someone....
She sat at the bus stop. Usually she was eager to go home after class but today she felt still. she don't want to go home, in fact she doesn't want to go anywhere. she wished that she melts and leave without any traces of her existence. she looked around. The sight was vivid. children from different schools, with different uniforms chatting and walking. Girls and boys having their love chats under the shades. Big aunties with heavy bag going for shopping. Fruit vendors calling out loud. All these... but still she was empty. she can't even think about her situation right now. everytime tears dwelled up. finally her bus came.
Reaching home. also it was difficult. she have to cover her tears, her emotions otherwise her parents will know. opening the door her mother and father started to talk non stop about her elder sister and her new job. But nobody realised the silence on her face. she just simply nodded. she came to her room. she felt that she will die or will burn. she couldn't control it. her phone rang. it was her friend from college. she thought, she is a good listener to her friend. Her friend always calls her to talk about her problems. now why can't I share with her. maybe it will give me some peace. she took the call. her friend without noticing the mood change started to blabber. she simply kept silent. finally she said ' neha i need to tell you something'' neha asked what is it and she finally told her. For a few minutes neha kept quiet and then she said " Don't worry, it will be fine. it's all quiet natural. don't make it a big deal. now listen today rohit and i.... " neha continued. All she felt was sympathy not towards neha towards herself. she thought I have been there for everyone but when I need someone to hear me.. there's nobody. am all alone. what's the point then. she kept quiet the entire time. she just looked herself in the mirror. she felt sorry for her. she directly went to the bathroom. opened both the taps full speed. she started to cry , with all her force. started to cry and cry. she was crying for her, for her self. she needed someone, someone to hear her... to hold her just like heard others, holded others... but there is nobody.. only the sound of her cry can be hearing....
Reaching home. also it was difficult. she have to cover her tears, her emotions otherwise her parents will know. opening the door her mother and father started to talk non stop about her elder sister and her new job. But nobody realised the silence on her face. she just simply nodded. she came to her room. she felt that she will die or will burn. she couldn't control it. her phone rang. it was her friend from college. she thought, she is a good listener to her friend. Her friend always calls her to talk about her problems. now why can't I share with her. maybe it will give me some peace. she took the call. her friend without noticing the mood change started to blabber. she simply kept silent. finally she said ' neha i need to tell you something'' neha asked what is it and she finally told her. For a few minutes neha kept quiet and then she said " Don't worry, it will be fine. it's all quiet natural. don't make it a big deal. now listen today rohit and i.... " neha continued. All she felt was sympathy not towards neha towards herself. she thought I have been there for everyone but when I need someone to hear me.. there's nobody. am all alone. what's the point then. she kept quiet the entire time. she just looked herself in the mirror. she felt sorry for her. she directly went to the bathroom. opened both the taps full speed. she started to cry , with all her force. started to cry and cry. she was crying for her, for her self. she needed someone, someone to hear her... to hold her just like heard others, holded others... but there is nobody.. only the sound of her cry can be hearing....
