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Ash Died, She Killed Him
I gave her what was written which was all my truth, and the lie I was going to tell, I gave her what was written, then I lied to her that she had killed it, and in the morning the bird was gone.
Maybe if I had chosen differently, I wouldn't have been wandering, but if she loved it so much, she would have understood that, and maybe not... I don't think I will ever find the woman I love. Why? because she died, I KILLED her.... Maybe she loved me all along to, she wanted me to approach her, but I didn't understand that, Or I'm simply comforting myself and the pain that it's the truth...
These are coincidences that could happen, but what if there is a destiny, a true destiny that we don't understand, we say that there is no destiny, that everything is coincidence, but if those coincidences are also planned and are part of destiny, maybe those people they were sent because of that only to be a way, a way to the true destiny, but then why the pain and regret?
Why, if that's destiny, why cause you so much pain?
I loved her, but did she?
I don't think so, because if she loved it as much as I did, it wouldn’t have ended, Then why did he fly away so quickly? Isn't love endless, and that it doesn't change to another so easily? I couldn't even though I was running away from her lie and finally my truth, I LOVED her so much that when I had the last two hopes under the abyss, I would sacrifice them to be with her... Is that love so much? Do you understand it? Will you ever experience such love, it is endless.... BUT why is it that change of mind, fears, words, those things when they come, then everything you love and hate flies away... Maybe you always knew that and maybe the choice was which a tree will grow faster than that and I will pick it until my roots dry up, But why did the thought she loved me?
Is it Comfort or Pain? Heartache? Then why do cursed fate and coincidences separate the arrows that want to collide? If it's like that, cursed be that fate, cursed be everything... And the thought comes to you about the moment in which you are here and now, and what you are thinking and feeling at that moment, and that creator, and God says FOR THIS NO... Did he also see and think from above as a father thinks of his child, so he created things, If it is so, God, and your creation is for some great good that we do not see, then THANK YOU, I would sacrifice it for all the pain ... And I believe that it is so, which father would think bad of his child, then God I love that pain, if it is for the light I desire, let the darkness eat me, even kill me, I will believe in that, That is my thought if I were high, but I am very low, even because of my decisions very low, but I replaced it with another duty, my opportunity to create and to destroy, the creator of the night was killed in the night and precisely in that for a moment he was convinced by a purity and whiteness, THE LIGHT KILLED HIM, the one that gave him hope that he could run away and save himself, gave him meaning and hope and when he started to tear down the invisible barriers that hit and in front of the exit of the gate, those chains fell and they chained him, but they were made of cotton... And the monster, however weak he was, could break through them, but he looked at the face of the woman he loved and those cotton chains turned into such a huge weight that even the creator could not imagine ... that was my pain, and I gave myself a goal, creator if you see from heaven, that I want there to be a better tomorrow, let people live in that future and if I have to be the last part, choose me, your creation wanted that because he truly loved a lot, that's why he hate... But who would understand these words, except the madman who loved too much and was separated by worlds who dreamed of them in the fairy tales of DEAD SOULS.... IGNITE the spark, Kill the heart, but the creator when you created that skill of fate, did you imagine that it could be different, your creation was changing... maybe even Icarus would know how to stop, and know the burning of arrogance... Oh that love that killed me and change, innocence died and with it love... Will I return to the darkness to which I belong..... You are the one who killed me and revived me at the same time. Was your love so small? He couldn't wait, to hold on, I'm certainly not sinless I wander like ashes, all my life was ashes but that ash saw its spark but just for a moment he believed it could ignite even for a moment but then came a flame that wasn't hot it could not ignite or burn anything at all, but he managed to burn those ashes that had been looking for a place to rest for so long.....But those ashes remained at the bottom in the hope that the phoenix would one day rise from the dust and grow. and will he reach the truth that he desired? But did he love her already, while the ashes were about to rise and become a fire, drops of water poured over him. Then it rained and finally that ash was so small and you couldn't even see that it wanted to rise, it was already so attached to the ground that it couldn't, even that tiny hope it didn't help that ASH DIED, SHE KILLED HIM….
© DarkPoet
Maybe if I had chosen differently, I wouldn't have been wandering, but if she loved it so much, she would have understood that, and maybe not... I don't think I will ever find the woman I love. Why? because she died, I KILLED her.... Maybe she loved me all along to, she wanted me to approach her, but I didn't understand that, Or I'm simply comforting myself and the pain that it's the truth...
These are coincidences that could happen, but what if there is a destiny, a true destiny that we don't understand, we say that there is no destiny, that everything is coincidence, but if those coincidences are also planned and are part of destiny, maybe those people they were sent because of that only to be a way, a way to the true destiny, but then why the pain and regret?
Why, if that's destiny, why cause you so much pain?
I loved her, but did she?
I don't think so, because if she loved it as much as I did, it wouldn’t have ended, Then why did he fly away so quickly? Isn't love endless, and that it doesn't change to another so easily? I couldn't even though I was running away from her lie and finally my truth, I LOVED her so much that when I had the last two hopes under the abyss, I would sacrifice them to be with her... Is that love so much? Do you understand it? Will you ever experience such love, it is endless.... BUT why is it that change of mind, fears, words, those things when they come, then everything you love and hate flies away... Maybe you always knew that and maybe the choice was which a tree will grow faster than that and I will pick it until my roots dry up, But why did the thought she loved me?
Is it Comfort or Pain? Heartache? Then why do cursed fate and coincidences separate the arrows that want to collide? If it's like that, cursed be that fate, cursed be everything... And the thought comes to you about the moment in which you are here and now, and what you are thinking and feeling at that moment, and that creator, and God says FOR THIS NO... Did he also see and think from above as a father thinks of his child, so he created things, If it is so, God, and your creation is for some great good that we do not see, then THANK YOU, I would sacrifice it for all the pain ... And I believe that it is so, which father would think bad of his child, then God I love that pain, if it is for the light I desire, let the darkness eat me, even kill me, I will believe in that, That is my thought if I were high, but I am very low, even because of my decisions very low, but I replaced it with another duty, my opportunity to create and to destroy, the creator of the night was killed in the night and precisely in that for a moment he was convinced by a purity and whiteness, THE LIGHT KILLED HIM, the one that gave him hope that he could run away and save himself, gave him meaning and hope and when he started to tear down the invisible barriers that hit and in front of the exit of the gate, those chains fell and they chained him, but they were made of cotton... And the monster, however weak he was, could break through them, but he looked at the face of the woman he loved and those cotton chains turned into such a huge weight that even the creator could not imagine ... that was my pain, and I gave myself a goal, creator if you see from heaven, that I want there to be a better tomorrow, let people live in that future and if I have to be the last part, choose me, your creation wanted that because he truly loved a lot, that's why he hate... But who would understand these words, except the madman who loved too much and was separated by worlds who dreamed of them in the fairy tales of DEAD SOULS.... IGNITE the spark, Kill the heart, but the creator when you created that skill of fate, did you imagine that it could be different, your creation was changing... maybe even Icarus would know how to stop, and know the burning of arrogance... Oh that love that killed me and change, innocence died and with it love... Will I return to the darkness to which I belong..... You are the one who killed me and revived me at the same time. Was your love so small? He couldn't wait, to hold on, I'm certainly not sinless I wander like ashes, all my life was ashes but that ash saw its spark but just for a moment he believed it could ignite even for a moment but then came a flame that wasn't hot it could not ignite or burn anything at all, but he managed to burn those ashes that had been looking for a place to rest for so long.....But those ashes remained at the bottom in the hope that the phoenix would one day rise from the dust and grow. and will he reach the truth that he desired? But did he love her already, while the ashes were about to rise and become a fire, drops of water poured over him. Then it rained and finally that ash was so small and you couldn't even see that it wanted to rise, it was already so attached to the ground that it couldn't, even that tiny hope it didn't help that ASH DIED, SHE KILLED HIM….
© DarkPoet
