so it's 4:26am.

I really need some sleep.
I find I have to exhaust my body, so my mind can rest of lately.

I am actually not sad or depressed, it's just it's quiet now and I really need the silence.

I find I am battling my negative mentality of late.

it's like a debate in my head.

like it could be so random, I would just hear this voice saying I will never amount to anything.

then this other comes in and reminds me of all I have accomplished and overcome.

am I crazy?

I keep thinking I should write a poem soon but amma let the words simmer in my head for a bit.

it's crowded there.

I've started yawning.

maybe I can rest now.
© C.Wynter