I was always a practical person I don't know but I don't believe too much in the things that doesn't sound logical to me. I just think that from teenage I build a perspective that if things are not practical then it's not real due to so.e reasons my one only exception was God I believed in God it was always the only hope for me whenever I was in trouble .I was like that I never showed anybody my true self .I always hide myself either it's my parents or friends for each of them I am a different person for someone I am talkative, cold hearted ,for someone I was chilled out person and for someone I was not judgy at all person but anyone of them rarely knows me of course my parents know me much more better then others but they also not knew the whole me and the one think I was always denied in my life was love I never believed in love I always thought that it's illogical don't thought that someone will come and change my thoughts no it's not like that it just that I started believing in it just because I saw something illogical .I saw 90-95 around aged a couple they were caring for each other, they were flirting with each other the things that they were doing they had no reasons ,no favors and no logic but for them it was love and when I told them i don't believe in love they both called me close to them and said,"If you will believe in it then it's not love it is unbelievable and when you have that special person in life you wouldn't had to believe because you will be living it with every breath" I was shocked it changed my perspective not too much but ya a little somewhere inside I wish what they would be true for now I don't know what's true we will see what happens...
© stuart