its day one of being sober I'm having thoughts of just doing just one hit I want that feeling of being high and the feeling of being on cloud 9 i want that feeling of not feeling anything I feel like dying I'm tired.weak there is so much pain in my body. i cant do any normal activitys like clean or cook I just want to stay in bed but I look at what I have in life. I can't go back to my dark side I can't give up now as im laying here on my bed my service dog won't leave my side she knows when I'm in pain she knows when I need comfort if it wasn't for her or my man I probably would give in to my temptation stay continued I am going to post everyday on how I am becoming sober
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