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A girl with no fault...
I got up in the morning and was feeling numb...iam in 8th standard and goes in a school where I only have one friend, hardly...As for today, I don't know...iam just not feeling to go..but I have to, I know. somehow, I managed to get up and went towards washroom.. after iam done, I went to change my uniform... iam a very quite child in nature..I don't talk or complain to anybody..I only play with my younger sister and I don't even participate in any of my school programs or even P.T periods...I don't know why I am like this. even my parents say this but I don't know myself..after I changed my uniform, my mother combed my hairs and I ate my breakfast. I was doing everything in hurry. iam always late for school.. I took my bag then( which I had hidden behind almirah) and tied my shoes. I bid goodbye to my mom and went towards school..
after I reached my school, thankfully, I came on time, I went towards my desk nd sat down and sighed...ughhh!! I don't like sitting at this desk in between two toppers who doesn't respect my existence. iam sitting in the first bench but have to pay for that(sitting in between...). when I kept my bag in place, the bell rang, indicating that we have to go to assembly...but I didn't want to go. so I waited until everyone went down. some even called for me but I just nodded, some even noticed that I didn't have the intention to move so they threatened if I don't come down, they will complaint to sir..but I assured her Iam coming. after they all went down, I sighed in relief.
I then took out the so-called diary( which I made myself)and started writing whatever I used to feel about my teachers and parents and friends...and most of the matter was negetive. I even used abusive and vulger words but that's how I used to feel and besides I didn't even knew the meaning of the words, so you can't blame me or judge me..
The bell again rang, indicating assembly was over and I hurriedly kept the diary in my desk as I saw my classmates entering the class. I tried to behave normal. the girl who threatened me...
after I reached my school, thankfully, I came on time, I went towards my desk nd sat down and sighed...ughhh!! I don't like sitting at this desk in between two toppers who doesn't respect my existence. iam sitting in the first bench but have to pay for that(sitting in between...). when I kept my bag in place, the bell rang, indicating that we have to go to assembly...but I didn't want to go. so I waited until everyone went down. some even called for me but I just nodded, some even noticed that I didn't have the intention to move so they threatened if I don't come down, they will complaint to sir..but I assured her Iam coming. after they all went down, I sighed in relief.
I then took out the so-called diary( which I made myself)and started writing whatever I used to feel about my teachers and parents and friends...and most of the matter was negetive. I even used abusive and vulger words but that's how I used to feel and besides I didn't even knew the meaning of the words, so you can't blame me or judge me..
The bell again rang, indicating assembly was over and I hurriedly kept the diary in my desk as I saw my classmates entering the class. I tried to behave normal. the girl who threatened me...
