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lust or love
They say love hurts but is it really love?love is suppose to bring joy,to bring happiness,to bring peace,but why does it end in tears?As a teenager,I made a lot of mistakes,,had love or lust to the wrong people and did other crazy stuff.But this is one.
Joseph,Joseph the man I thought I thought would be with,who would marry me,who was different from all of them.Yes he was married but I didn't mind,I could be his second wife I mean that's what most teens do today.i mean love works in different ways,,,or is it lust?
I met him at the bank,a charming,humble and sharp man,"he has all qualities I want",I thought to myself,"but can that kind of man like me?"After that encounter,our conversations began,all about love,I was Soo happy and felt Soo lucky I wanted him all to myself.
After about a month,his wife texted me"thanks for ruining my marriage with Joseph Onditi,may the tears of a woman follow you".This message really shook me.I was scared,am I cursed?I asked myself.I quickly texted Joseph and told him about the message I received.He encouraged me and told me not to be afraid,because he wants to marry me too.Stupid enough I followed,,I mean the heart loves blindly.The rest of the months were Soo adventurous,visited places I never thought I would visit,ate at expensive restaurants and for the first time even drank alcohol.Whenever his wife texted me,I would reply rudely and was looking forward to them separating,I didn't care about the child involved which they had together.All I wanted was for her to leave and I did everything to spite her.I remember once she told me,"what Joseph has for you is lust not love",who cares,I loved him.
After about five months things began to change.This was after Joseph's sister passed away.Because he had to take leave from work it meant that he would be home with the wife full time for the whole burial week.He started creating some rules in calls,and meeting."You have to understand",a common word I started being told."A good second wife should be polite and should understand we can meet even if it's once in a month."What kind of relationship did I get myself in? Whenever I...
Joseph,Joseph the man I thought I thought would be with,who would marry me,who was different from all of them.Yes he was married but I didn't mind,I could be his second wife I mean that's what most teens do today.i mean love works in different ways,,,or is it lust?
I met him at the bank,a charming,humble and sharp man,"he has all qualities I want",I thought to myself,"but can that kind of man like me?"After that encounter,our conversations began,all about love,I was Soo happy and felt Soo lucky I wanted him all to myself.
After about a month,his wife texted me"thanks for ruining my marriage with Joseph Onditi,may the tears of a woman follow you".This message really shook me.I was scared,am I cursed?I asked myself.I quickly texted Joseph and told him about the message I received.He encouraged me and told me not to be afraid,because he wants to marry me too.Stupid enough I followed,,I mean the heart loves blindly.The rest of the months were Soo adventurous,visited places I never thought I would visit,ate at expensive restaurants and for the first time even drank alcohol.Whenever his wife texted me,I would reply rudely and was looking forward to them separating,I didn't care about the child involved which they had together.All I wanted was for her to leave and I did everything to spite her.I remember once she told me,"what Joseph has for you is lust not love",who cares,I loved him.
After about five months things began to change.This was after Joseph's sister passed away.Because he had to take leave from work it meant that he would be home with the wife full time for the whole burial week.He started creating some rules in calls,and meeting."You have to understand",a common word I started being told."A good second wife should be polite and should understand we can meet even if it's once in a month."What kind of relationship did I get myself in? Whenever I...
