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Bexley
Chapter: 1

It was a hell of a way to die. I had never ever in my entire life had thought that I'll die like this, that I'll take my own life.

As much I remember, I did fear hights, but right now, standing on top of a building, there was nothing that could scare me or stop me.

"Dead. End this, end your life." I realized I was saying it out loud. It wasn't me, it's the voices, it's their plan. Not mine.

I took deep breaths. What if I survive this fall?, what would my mother think?, have they even noticed that I'm gone?.
My mind was full of questions, full of doubts.
A tear made it's way out of my eye, sliding down my cheeks.

"I love you mom, I love you dad" I cried, so quietly that even I couldn't hear my voice.
Is this the end of my life?, do I have the courage to jump off?.

"No", a voice spoke from behind.
I turned around, to find a boy standing infront of me.
Did he just read my mind....

"Who..", I couldn't finish my sentence.
Who are you?, did you read my mind?.
Again, my mind flooded with questions.

"Hey, it's alright, I'll help you, just step back", he said.

Nope, in no world am I going to step back.
Without thinking, I jumped, plummeting down the busy road.
No words can describe what it felt like, jumping off a building. Fear mixed with freedom. The cold wind, making it hard to breath. All of a sudden everything went dark. I didn't even touch the ground.
Did I die already?.
I can think, I can breathe, I just can't see.
Right after this thought, the air in my lungs were snatched out.
No pain, no nothing.
Is this how it feels to die?.
This was the last thought, last question which occurred before I lost my consciousness.


Note: I was bored so I planned to write this little something. If you liked it please do tell me as I have no idea whether should I continue or not.