reality check
So take it back to August of 2015, i had started fresh in a new city, new surroundings, new people surrounded me, I was kind of on a rebellious path, couldn't see too far ahead, after leaving a 9yr relationship cos it was violent for 8 and a half of those years, I started a new relationship, went against my own morals by falling for my friends ex now let me make it clear he wasn't a recent ex he and her dated back in 2000 and i was hanging with them back then, we went our own ways sometime 2001 I reconciled with her in 2004 she was doing her thing I was still the rebellious teen I was only 14 on a wild path chasing adrenaline, then I lost touch with her again, we went our own ways once again and then I settled down had a couple of kids after giving birth to my 2nd daughter I walk out the room and the girls name on the door was her it read her name that I won't say here but I was shocked like wow it's now 2007 and I knocked on the door, she said come in I recognised her voice straight away, I ran in well as fast as I could after giving birth 😂 she jumped up we Hugged and talked about the births of our children she had her boy at 6:30am I had my daughter at 8:30am we vowed to meet up after we left the hospital we traded numbers met up a few times then lost contact again,life changes things happen, now my 2 girls reaching school age one is 4 the other is turning 4 just one month before the eldest turns 5 and she starts school around the corner from where we lived, oblivious to the world around me most of the time cos of the violence and the love I apparently had I personally think it was just comfortablility anyways my daughter has started school it's now 2013 only a few more months til the other starts in this new school too January hit once again it's 2014 now they both in school and there I run into her again her boy is starting at the same school, and little did I realise she only lived two houses away cos I was on a corner house facing forward U go on the street that leads the...