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One Mystery
I found it in my old diary I wrote it 2 years back.. When I was 11

One Mystery..
​One Mystery,
I am not sad cause' it is over I am happy cause' it actually happend..
I Met someone in 2011 And I thought we will be friends forever but it came to end very soon . I was 4 that time My bestie and me used to laugh together and play together that time the future never existed for me .It was like I will stay 4 forever but who knew it was gonna end that soon!. Always love the sky no matter what the weather is ..whether it is rainy or sunny you are supposed to love the sky ,One day you will be very thankful to yourself you survived the anger and sadness of your friend. One mystery I really want to figure out is , why people just come and go? Is it the Situation or people themselves. Why people get depressed ? Is it because people made them disappointed or people themselves are paying attention on the people who ignore them, who don't have time for them. You don't deserve the people who open their mouth just to make you upset and close their mouth just to ignore you and then make you upset , People who want you to make them their priority just because to feel special don't really deserve you. As I said "Love the sky no matter what the weather is ".Very few people do that , they will love your inner beauty not the your outer one .No matter how you look , it won't matter, if you turn ugly until your inner beauty is vanished. Some people will just love your long hairs and when you make them short they will stop loving the whole you.
It feels so sad when you realize that people change so soon . I felt the same that time , it was like my bestfriend is slowly replacing me . It happend infront of my eyes but I can't do anything but just smile.You have to give up one day ,it is not because you don't care but because they don't care. Everynight, my eyes use catch two bright stars in the sky. I always used to say that ,"The one is me and the other one is you" . I watched those stars for six years. I don't see those stars now ,maybe because they ended their friendship too. Its so sad to know that two years ago the people who loved your "Hi and hello" now love your "Bye".
A friend is really very different from family. To have a friend is just like having a precious diamond .You won't understand it till you loose your bestfriend. Friend is different from family because , God chooses your family for you and you choose your friend . After your friend leaves you , you feel like a fool. Not because your friend dumped you but because years ago you made friends with that particular person.You don't have to get depressed because if you try to observe the thing logically , you will actually realise that you lost nothing . The one who lost something is that person because that person never liked you so what is the worth of talking to that person. And that person lost you ,He/She lost a person who liked and cared for them. So you just have to be happy that you spent a good time together and you made a good memory. It was gonna end and the end is here. Never be afraid to meet people because the good people will give memories and the bad ones will give you lesson.The person who lost you will leave people always and one day when the particular person will get dumped that time He/She will realise the difference between getting slapped and getting hurt. If I told you to write something that happy people find it sad and sad people find it happy, what will be your answer ? . Well, I would write, "This time will end soon" .The time with my bestfriend was also gonna end . And this is the end , I don't know if I will be able to make a bestfriend in future but I am still hoping and waiting for my bestfriend to comeback .Is it that simple to forget someone, Inorder to make new friends? Is it that simple to replace someone?. Its to sad to know , " I lost my bestfriend , though I still had her".
© Oxymoron