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I'm very tired of being strong.
I know a lot of people on here hate it when I post stuff. But you know what, I don't care what people think or the horrible comments I get from what I wrote about. It's my turn to shine, to heal and try to be happy. I had to keep a lot of horrible things inside of me for many years since I was 3! I still have stuff that is still locked inside me that I haven't told anyone yet. I been through hell and trying to heal from being in hell. At the time I thought cutting would help me from all the pain that I been through, but that only gave me a different kind of pain that I actually liked when I used to do it. I sometimes want to, because I'am still hurting from my past trauma that I'm trying to heal from. I'm very tired of being strong and wish that I could leave from here, but I can't. I can't leave my kid's behind so I have to be strong for them.
© Charlotte B.