I've never denied God, but there were moments when I thought about quitting everything all together.
It's true that the only thing that keeps me going is the love I have for my children, and the love they have for me.
  I am going to let you into a profound piece of my life so that you can understand where my mind has been, and what those places have left within me. You will come to see how my writings relate
to it.
  I've written about my lack of faith, my beliefs, my heartache, things I've struggled with, things I've experienced, things that in my darkest moments I've contemplated on, and how I use my memories both good, and bad to climb...