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Dreams_Slaughtered& Shattered Chapter2
Chapter-2 Can I go back?

Everyone wonders once in their lifetime that they wish they could go back in time to change few things. Do you ever wish that you could change something from your past? Do you ever felt like it shouldn't have happened or you shouldn't have lost something in your life? I do too. I never wanted my childhood to end. Happy me, being innocent, having no pain or the sufferings of life. There's a purest form of heart which was like a clean slate and can be written anything but it always giggles. Even the smallest sillest things can tickle an innocent pure heart.

Just like you're trying to imagine your childhood with a lot of smiles on your face, even I wish I could be the same old me again or forever. But maybe forever is a long time because I do wanna grow up and see alot of things but I don't want my innocent heart to change. I want that filled happiness to stay in it more longer than what I expect.

It's like looking at the sky, wondering how much you love it. It's like singing and dancing even when people are around or you're just alone, no matter what the tune is, as long as you're enough to enjoy it. It's like smiling and being stubborn for an ice-cream. It's like waiting for it to rain outside, just to sit back and enjoy and to take a break from usual routine. It's like reading a biggest word and thinking yourself as a genuis and walking proud with your head held high. It's like writing your name possibly the same for many times and thinking about it and wondering how it could be your signature one day when you grow up.

It's like getting ready for a festival and feeling proud on your own that it made your day. It's like winning a toy or a coin or even the tiniest thing but pointing at yourself that all it mattered is that you won something. It's like being stubborn for little things, falling in love with everything around you. Hating everything that hurts your feelings or maybe you dislike few things without reasons. It's like calculating lot of wierdest questions in your mind and thinking that you're on your own. It's like walking in a big street and crossing a road and felt like you've achieved something when you successfully made it.

I miss how life was much simpler when I was a kid. When I don't know that there's something out there that drags you into it or throws you into it or something that drains all the giggles and fun, in the end making you a slave for today's pathetic life which you never thought that you'd have.


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