You are my mission in life... daughters.
Opening myself to growth; change...
Upon searching for myself, I learned that, my life is fickle in many ways, that I am weak... I want to show you these moments of hardship and help guide you to growth.

A moment is all this is...
Realizing that you aren't in this world...
Evoking these moments into reality is tough, and I may not have it in me, to work this hard anymore...

Lost some of my will, my reason to fight.
Opening my heart to others; weakness...
Value has lost meaning in some way...
Evolve, I must... for you two.
Delineation, action I will take... to be a better me, in each evolution I take... I can.

I will... be enough for myself... for you two.
Making life bend to my whims.

Always selfish... I'm sorry...
Loved, you are... even in spirit, I love you.
Whimpering throughout the night...
A way for me to cope, in this endless life.
You are my mission in life... You both.
Selfish, I know... but I need you to keep me going in life, I will bring you two into this world... no matter how hard it is.

Hearing the whispers of the night...
Eerie it may seem, but I want to hear it.
Running in the night, planning the days.
Evanescence, it's gone... I lost it.

Sincerely, Curtis...
To, Saya Stacia & Alea Azalea


Two Beautiful Daughters...
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