If you asked what's the happiest moment in my life,I'd say I haven't had any.I guess that's true.No memories of anything just pain and alone.People would come around if they need something from me.Money,Wow!I am an ATM machine,advice there I go bieng Gandhi, a shoulder to cry on am there.When is anyone ever going to be there for me?My earphones and phone are the only loyal friends I have.That fake smile you have wear to act like you are ok.It sucks to be me.Not even a love to be on my side.Better parts of my day would be spent in tears.Who has time for me?Who even cares?Even those who come and give me hope get tired and leave am not worthy of anyone,I don't deserve happiness.I am a loner,a loner I would be.
© Grace kaj