I know many toppers in my school , those who are like shining receptacles. They go on adding adding themselves but they don't how to loose it. They'll stick to it. Whatever it is memory , hobbies. Their main intention is to shine. After all these years, they want to same thing . Because there is a hope in them that they will shine. I am not against it. Its just their mind has become cyclic. Doing same thing in cyclic manner hoping they are doing new things. Its just adding new things one by one. But same things they doing repeatedly over the years if they observe. They mentally prepare themselves to go through it. With enormous friction in them. Asking or seeking approvals from others. Maybe you think you are doing worthwhile. But I want to know the way life happening now after 5 years , people don't want remember after your departure. So whatever your doing worthwhile here already billion people are doing same thing. It's time to make something worthwhile for yourself .