Woke up today
Try too hard to stay
Away from any picture of you
From the day you walk into
My ache, tell me I'm imperative
Till the day you left me with nothing

So I live my life empty-handed
Cause it's broken and shattered
Into small pieces of me
Until I failed to see it with naked eyes
Until you failed to notice me on the other side
Either way, you would have been fine

So I'm looking for a different reason
Today and tomorrow
To get out of this sorrow
To slam the broken door and lock it away
Make sure it will never collide with
Anything ahead of me again

And please dear future
Don't hesitate to meet me
With thousands of open doors
Lit up the light on every entrance
And hint me some consequence
So I'll know the difference
So I'm not gonna stumble twice
At the same spot, the same wound

Cause it'll never be a hell of a ride
Not anymore
But you know just sometimes
Please provide me every doom with a brake
Cause often I'm too tired to swerve it And pretending like the speed won't kill me


© damsel with thoughts