on 2018, a perposal came for me to get married. He call me and we had a conversation for hours. I ask him " are u a drunker"? He reply no .. so i said if u agree then can we meet? He said yes. He came across so many kilometres and meet me. We spend time and we decided to get marry. all the arrangement done to get marry. on 2019 we got marry and we started our marriage life. Till three months we were so happy but one day drakness came on our married life. He roam with other girl and my heart broke into so many pieces. All of my relative started to oppose or relation. But i told them he is also a human being so i will give him a chance. Both parents and relatives have meeting .. He seek for forgiveness so i give him a chance to change his life. It was a very hard time for me. i took months to recover from that real incident. Our marriage life was going smoothly . on that same year my name came out for teachers training. So we shifted to near by training center. Everyday he drop and pick me from training center. Most of the time he drank and do physical abuse with me. Everytime i forgive him. one night he came home drunk and with gun he was about to shoot me but God is so great that my sister in law help me to escape from him. Many times i went to training center wit wound on my face. Whenever he do mistake he never confess he only know to shout on me. He never take my words, never listen me . He only do whatever he wants. I spend sleepless night many times. I even give exam without any preparation. When i feel sick he has no time to buy medicine for me but have time to roam with his friend drinking and enjoying. he had no car oil to go and buy my medicine but have car oil to go out with his friends. Many times he put my life in danger but everytime i forgive him in the name of God. How many time he came hom drunk i have to hide tao, gun etc so that i don't want to die with that weapon. one evening he force me to buy alcohol i refuse him but he shouted and scold me in front of many people so if i don't want also i was force to buy alcohol. In the middle of the jungle he treaten me to drink alcohol and if i don't drink then he will take the vehicle to the jungle and kill me so by fear and to save my life i drank. Due to his bad habit of drinking he injured his leg . i feel pity for him so i took him to hospital but on that day he ashamed me in front of all the people who were in the hospital. Many times i requested to change but he never listen. on 2022 i was appointed as child teacher. when i was preaching he came and he did physical abuse. I bear 4 years but my patience all gone so i decided to divorce. so now i m living a happy and comfortable life with my parents. from my story i want to give message to all women that if u are bearing all these things stop bearing because your life is most important. How many years we are going to live we never know so in a short while better to live a happy and independent life.