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Different to Him...
He pins my body against the closed door of our bedroom. His hands secured my wrists above my head.

Even if I tried to move, I know his strength would make me fail, miserably. I am forced to submit to him. Why does it sound like be is about to do something bad to me?...

His chuckles sand me out of my trance and cause me to look up into his beautiful, dark eyes.

"You know I'd never hurt you, I only want to please you..." he whispers harshly into my ear. His tone along with his words cause my knees to tremble.

"T-to p-please me?" I stammer.

His smile drops and I hear him let out a sigh.

"How can I show you that I am not Sawyer. How will I make you see that I will not treat you like he did?...".

I feel a lump form in my throat, I feel guilty.

"I'm sorry... I-" his voice interrupts me.

"What are you sorry about, you did absolutely nothing wrong..." his gentle voice brings grace to my ears. Sawyer would have never said anything like that to me. He would actually do the opposite...

"I just want you to see that I don't want to harm you. I don't want to hurt you, I want to love you...". He lets go of my arms and immediately his hands embrace my cheeks. "I want to show you my love..." he says harshly under his breath, at the same time, I feel his thumbs caress me blushed cheeks.

I don't even get a chance to speak. I am overwhelmed by the hunger and desire in his gaze.

"What are you going to do to me?" I say in a whisper, I can't help my mouth. I am so accustomed to Sawyer's horrid doings, hell, he was the very first love I have ever had...

I flinch ever so slightly when I hear his deep growls.

I see his face move closer to mine, right to my ear.

"That... that will be a surprise. But I promise you, you will enjoy every second of what I want you to feel..." he whispers breathily right into my ear, I feel his warm breath crash against my neck, warming my skin up ever so slightly.

He causes me to produce a soft moan when he gently nibbles my earlobe. I feel a faint blush appear on my cheeks.

He once again pushes me against the door, his hands going back and take a gently grasp of my wrists. He then lowers his head towards mine, centimetres separate our lips.

"I want you to become comfortable with me, okay? I want you to know I will not hurt you, I will not do anything non-consensual and if you feel uncomfortable, stop me. Okay?".

I look...