I was left dumbfounded holding a sharp knife with full of blood.
Letting my anger goes down.
I still mesmerized the things that I did.
With full of shock, I released the knife without hesitation.
I took a glance with a man.
Lying on the ground and bathed his own blood.
I hurriedly check his pulse but I'm too late.
He's gone!

I became anxious throughout the incident.
I ran as far as I could to escape.
And quickly wiped away my tears.
What have I done?
Did I killed someone?
Why I don't remember?
Why did it end up like this?
I don't know what to do.
Where do I go?

I suddenly stopped because I heard the ambulance and the police car.
My knees are trembling with nervousness.
I looked around to find a place to hide.
But I didn't see anything so I continued to run.
Because of hurrying, I bumped into someone.
She was afraid of me but she still asked me if I'm okay despite of my looks.
I became anxious again but I just nodded in respond.
I ran again and passed her.

I turned into the small alley and rested for a moment.
I gasped as I leaned against the...