5/9/2023
12.31 pm

Ohh☺ it's so beautiful✨
when your friend is wishing you..
"Happy Teacher's day ".☺..
she didn't wish me on friendship day.. but today 😄😄.
That means she is progressing.. 😊...
though you know you are her guide on this journey of life,
..never taken her as student,
though she is..
but became her friend first,
so she can let the seed of student germinate within her. ..and let it grow...
(and purely can become a Student of life... )
becoming student means becoming receptive towards the true abundance of life... all that existence have to give you, all the bliss and all the blessings. ..may be through anybody or anything. Rest are all just a mideater, giver is only one.😊

Teacher is never that important but the student within you is!
I was happy seeing her wishes, 😊 not because she called me a teacher.
(I never want to be a teacher neither like to be a teacher...
I just want to be a simple girl, living her life simply. But definitely willing to see happy people on the earth and pure hearted people grow internally and externally in both ways so we have a divine, blissful Earth to live in.)

But I was happy that she found the student within her, because she could bow down to someone, it's a big thing! and a great thing!
and it wasn't an easy job for her, at least before...😊... as I know her reservedness and her rigidity both☺️
but ये अंतर यात्रा ऐसी ही हैं 😊
बडी विचित्र...!
इसमें जितना आप गिरते हो,
उतना ही उठते हो...
और जितना उठते हो उतना ही गिरते चले जाते हो..😊
जीवन मे झुकने का आनंद ही कुछ ऐसा हैं,
जितना आप झुकते चले जाते हो... अस्तित्व की नियामते आपको मिलती चली जाती हैं 😊...
और आप आभार से भरते चले जाते हो 😊।
बाहर आपकी दुनियां कैसी भी हो,
भीतर सदेव एक शांति और आनंद कायम होती चली जाती है।
आप चाहें तो बाहर की परिस्थितियों को बदल भी सकते हैं,
किंतू एक अवस्था के बाद आप भीतर इतने स्थिर हो जाते हो...अपनी ऊर्जा का उपयोग महज़ ज़रूरी कार्यों के लिए करते है,
या फिर जगत या किसी का भला करने के लिए
अर्थात सही या उचित उद्देश्य के लिए 😊।

Well teacher तो कोई भी बन जाएगा,
बनना मुश्किल है तो एक सच्चा शिष्य,
ख़ुदका सच्चा शिष्य...!
(वैसे भी जग मे teachers की कमी नहीं हैं,
कमी हैं तो शिष्य की सच्चे शिष्य की 😊)
Teacher तो a beggar on street can also be your teacher... if you ably discorved the student within you...if you are receptive and ready to learn, anybody can be you teacher.

(और हकीकत मे आपके भीतर के सिवा जगत में कोई दूसरा गुरु नहीं...
वो जो आपके भीतर ही हैं वोही दुसरे के ज़रिए reflect होता है... आपका ही भीतरी गुरु
और इसीलिए तो जितना वो भीतर उठता है
बहार आप गिरते चले जाते हो... जितना जितना भीतर उसे आप पाते हो,
उतना उतना ही उसे बाहर भी पाते चले जाते हो....😊)
and because I knew if I become her teacher there will be big gap between us, which may not be easy to fill... 😊..
so I became her friend, so she can find the student within her...
though she asked me to be her teacher..
but I denied... though I knew she needs me,
if I don't be there for her she will be scattered... and may lost in her false life.
and Earth can't loose such gem.
and this Era where it's hard to find a human in this human body, we can't loose such diamond.
but also..
because at that time I knew her position,
it will be difficult for her to take something or say what I have to give her. It will be hard for her to receive from a teacher.
she had all her boundaries sorrounded her.
she wasn't receptive enough to take things from a teacher...
would not open that much to a teacher, that I can give her enough..
so I chose to be her friend... though I knew she won't open up so easily even with a friend..she was so reserved. Definitely her life contributed to this...I understand.
so I had to nurture her and nourish her, with all my love as like a mother 😊.
and then slowly steadily I became her friend
close friend, or say only friend.😊
And
she became a beautiful friend of mine, though I don't need a friend, yet take out time for her.
Even though I am very stingy about giving my time to anybody, even if whole day I am doing nothing, I prefer to have it with myself.
But she deserves it, I have never seen such beautiful girl I mean after me😉....😂😂..
well no truly, her innocence.. the beautiful heart she owns ...and the pride of truth she carries with her, and the love has within but totally unaware of...
She took my heart the very first day I met her. I knew she needs a hug.
Inside me .."अरे such a lovely person is she.."
doesn't she know it!"
So I call her my Sudama,
that I will be always there for you but will never ask anything in return for that.😊
only just thing is..
what I give you just multiply that within you, don't let my energy go waste...
and that she will do I know...for sure.
I won't have to ask for that... that's why she deserves me, my time and my attention.
as unknowingly she carries a some sought of awareness inside her...
and again that's why she deserves my time,
and attention ...love and friendship too😊.
long back I even wrote a poem for her, but didn't published here.. as then later didn't get time to do that.
I know if she reads that poem,
she will have tears in her eyes.
so I will not give her that poem,
because I want her to love herself so much,
that one day she doesn't need my love, to Grow and sustain.
Though it's true even I Feel lucky to have her as my friend...
as Dip always says
" मित्र तुम उसे न बनाओ जिस से तुम पा सको या पाना चाहो...
पाना चाहो तो बोल के लेलो, किंतू मित्रता की आड़ मे नहीं, फिर वह मित्रता नहीं business हो जाएगा।
मित्र तो आप उसे बनाओ
जिसे आप देना चाहो के आप लूट जाओ तब भी आप को एहसास कुछ खोने का नहीं पाने का हों... जितना भी कर सको कम ही लगे।
well Dip कहती हैं मित्रता और प्रेम दोनों one sided ही होता है... देने के बदले मे आशा किया फिर मित्रता और प्रेम कहा रह गए.. फिर वो मलिन हो जाता हैं! रिश्तों की बात और हैं रिश्तों के धागे मे पकड़ दोनो और से मज़बूत होना चहिए।
वो गाना हैं ना
( प्यार को प्यार ही रहने दो,
हाथ से छुके इसे रिश्तों का इलज़ाम ना दो 😊)
well...
though I don't need a friend.
but as I called her a friend...
I will be there till she needs me...
and definitely wish for a day when she becomes so independent that she never ever need me after that.😊...
Where ever she will be, I will be happy watching her shine...
and one day I know she will... she will shine for sure.
Because she has already created it through her karma... but sooner or later it will come forth in her life.😊✨
And I can firmly say this with guarantee that where ever she will be tomorrow ... she will lighten up the surrounding around her, with the light within her.😊.


#teachersday and a #friend

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