It wasn't painful at all, it was beautiful. no, it was otherwordly, it felt strange like touching cold water with my toes, I've never been that powerless before or was it much more like numb?... i really dunno! do you?
I'm choked by oxygen, disturbed by the noise silence around me causing , i'm blind but i see, I'm mute but still loud, where am i? i know this place but i am feeling lost!
It fell off like tree leaves, the tree of my life, i dipped my hand inside my chest fingering my ribs looking for it, ...