21st March, 2024
Thursday.



Today was memorial, we gave farewell to our Seniors.
Actually it wasn't planned.
They never felt like a Senior for us, ofcourse.
There's no ragging or communication between us.
We felt so dried by our Seniors, they haven't felt like humans to us at all.
Traveling with them for two years, there's nothing special about them to us.
Our college gives farewell to all going to pass-outs in Auditorium.
It was planned like that to give farewell by the auditorium and not by us, Juniors.

When I came today to college, Our gang and few fellow mates planned to wore Blue.
and Yes, I had my Blue dress.
It's Hazel Blue in Shade, there's a peculiar reason why I like blues.
I never had a favourite colour. I liked all colors with equality.
Blue Color suits me. More dress I had it blue, it not like I wanted blue, what I got is blue, Blue suits me.
In that Hazel Blue suits on me, well.

One thing is, I didn't see blue as Sorrow, for me Blue means Beginnings, Blue means a Love Untold.

There's isn't excitement for me in Air.
we all discussed one thing is common, A common lunch and Blue wear.

For the first hours it's boring, I took my phone and papers to Library and informed my friend to call me if there's something happened to worth watch.
I don't know why, I don't have any interest in it.
I was not the Same Extrovert person in my Begin of Sophomore year.
As life moves on, I learned to shut my mouth well, and open my ears.
People disappoints me.

I loved to discuss ideas, they discussed flims
I loved to read Poetries, they sung songs.

I didn't hate it, I know college life is fun, but maybe it doesn't suit me.
I simply doesn't want to like it forcefully, when I really don't like it.

I had an hour in library, trying to find out my actual book I'm browsing on.
When I did, I had a call from my friend.
seriously it was irritating.
when I can have it in my hand but can't get into my mind, it was not fun.

I arrived to my classroom, due to my class incharge's visit.
Honestly I don't know about her, she haven't took any subjects to me.
I don't know her character, when she came today and said My excate thoughts, she said she'll handle subjects for us in next year.
and she gave us speech like we're final year.

(Bro I'm going to be here for the next year was all my eyes means to her. )

She gifted us a pen, took a group photo and bunch of advices which she thought essential to share and some jokes like that's funny.

And I ran back to library because, the class wasn't interesting, they grind the same flour again and again and I hate goodbye like this which wasn't actually good.

Finally had an hour studying my book there, I came to lunch earlier, like 11.55 am, where our lunch time is on 12.
But our class took a great time, saying things ahead. they wanted to arrange benches.
like a buffer system in hotels.

(Ok, there are kinda plenty of foods but the timing were no sense)

It took, 45 minutes to arrange.

I took a place, and started to eat first, pictures everywhere!
peoples started to pic foods and us simultaneously.

(Bro it's enough I'm trying my best to not look like a jerk while eating in pictures)

I had noodles with ketchup, fried dishes, Aloo parathas, Veg biriyani (in which one of my classmate cooked for us in a large container), fried rice, Rosemilk jelly, Chapati and Channa masala, tomato rice etc...

I had a lot of juice nearly 20 cups, got no option for water, so ya it's nice, I loved it.

And then our farewell started, I'm going to love it, my inner heart said.

Few of our classmates were preparing greetings and gifts for Senior, while other poured juices for them, The order cake was arriving, we all were shifting our places to a big hall.

It was different, I was never interested in it, but somewhere the excitement raised up.

Our Senior where entering after their auditorium events, while entering, our friends gave them flowers and chocolates, and gave a great smile.

I can see by their reactions- They haven't excepted from us, neither we.
it was all on a flex, to be honest.

Their dresses where cool, set dresses and accessories where over, but somewhat it's nice, I didn't like wearing more on me, but to see someone like them, suits them.

They shouted laughed, One of a classmate, anchored the show, like farewell party, behind the boards, their name were scattered and our Senior liked it, I don't know what where there.

We had drinks, again and again.
there's no party without drinks I guess.
some took one some two but not none.

We had a game, mickerying our class professors and finding them, that's cool all where perfect.
We made a video which was quite funny, we cutted a cake.
we had a speech for them. the anchor of show was good!

Atlast we tooka group photo near staircase, which was publicly showing off us.
all where staring at us, when we sang songs, and taking a group pics..

It was fun, I met my Senior who's trying for IAS, I'm going to miss them.
I wished to them my heartly wishes.


As our tired striked out we went to our ways out with love...

Unforgettable days.

Our Senior where not bad people though, I liked them. they are good ones.
they are happy for us, they accepted they are wrong, when they talked like that, I felt we are wrong too, they asked sorries but we accepted them.

It was amazing.

"Wishing all my Seniors a happy farewell, hope to meet you all again in a very better position and then it feels like we lived better once again when we meet"





© Hazel