You have always been so introvert. You have always kept yourself apart from everyone. Even from the closest ones. Over the years, you have strongly realized that there is nothing worth it, not friends, not family, not siblings, not parents, nothing at all! You came to this world alone so that's how you gonna leave it too. But what keeps making you think over and over is the people. You try to be over them. They tend to be more close. When you see your parents endeavouring hard to make everything worth it for you, when you look at your siblings watching over for your needs, when you see just few friends who have been there for years now. You wonder, why do they have to do it for you above all? Why do people love people?
Love...... it is the really worst feeling you have ever encountered. Things you do for love! You heard a Lannister or a Stark but you definitely heard it. It annoys you. It makes you sick. Why we do what we do for just some love?
Why does it even exist? Pondering all over again, you accepted that is much more than a force, it's a life we have to choose even when we didn't want to. Love drives you crazy even it's for parents,pal or some freaking man! It makes you weak because the moment you fall for a person, you fall into a desperation of being with that person.
Isn't it creepy? Why would you be someone's someone?
You don't wanna talk to people, because losing them is your biggest fear. You hate fears and you hate, hating something! Do you even sound sane? It drives you insane that you're not anymore. What? You are not sane anymore. Whatever.
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