Hated by the one that you love is so hard to accept. Trying to understand why you don't love me and convincing myself that you will never love me as you once did, is perhaps the hardest thing I've ever had to accept.
I feel as if I'm being buried yet I'm still alive, blaming myself for my misery.
My heart almost feels like it has sustained and injury.
And then there are times where I feel as if I'm in torturous waters being carried away towards a water fall with no one around to help me.
I'm lost at sea, you don't seem to even notice me. Asking myself why do I continue to stay in a life where I...