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My Non-existent Lover
I crave your smile like a warm blanket in winter
Your comforting words hold my broken self together

You are my combination of the sun and moon
Even with the wrong song you still match up with the tune

You see me at my worst and still care to stay
I am a walking chaos but, you love me anyway

My eyes always look down but now stuck on you
There's nothing more beautiful than you, I would choose over any other view

I know you exist but just not for me
I was born to sadly gaze at the love of others, as I'm Lonely

I get to see you only in my dreams
I wish I could live in them infinitely but, it's not as it seems

So, I will settle down to nothingness
Never knowing what it feels like to belong to someone, never to witness

Time is loyal but, doesn't comfort till it's over
If not in this life, I hope in the next, I get to meet you, now my non-existent lover

© 𝓡.𝓕𝓮𝓻𝓷𝓪𝓷𝓭𝓮𝓼 𝓟𝓸𝓮𝓽𝓲𝓬 𝓢𝓸𝓾𝓵