If I could go back to the day we met, I would not get out of  bed. I would stay home. I was so happy when I met you. The thought of you being with someone else killed me. I could not imagine it, I did not want to imagine it. I was sure you would never choose anyone over me. After everything I had done for you, I was sure. I trusted you with everything I had. You left. I wish we had never met. I wish I would have died the day you went...