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My Life Diary part 4
Am I bad.
Everytime I take care of you people you just treat me as if I am irritating. I know life is tough for everyone and not just tough even competitive. I know you people are tired due to the work load the studies. And at evening when u are back. I leave my studies and come fast to welcome you, hug you and even make you laugh and dinner I crack jokes make you All laugh and tell you all to be positive and happy like me, don't pressure yourself due to the studies and still you all like why do u do these things, your voice is irritating, you create noise pollution, you disturb our mental piece, why do you do such things, for God's sake go away, or Oh Almighty please let her see my courpse right now and all the stuff. And what do I do I still smile and prepare bed for you all, so that you all will have sound sleep. Why Am I so irritating dear Almighty. And hahaaa sometimes I even try to decide not to do the things and i take control but just after two or three days I be the same may be it is because It is who I am truly. I whish you people could take care of me like the way I take care of you all. Yaaa I am a human too it does hurt me sometimes that why my efforts are getting lost but I say myself that may be they are saying those things because they are stuck with the life or they want solace.
Dear me please be happy, you know sometimes you make me proud of myself when I take a look at my inner side, no matter how difficult situations are I still have a smile, even though I am hurt I am still strong, and haha how I still take care of you people even though you say such words.Take care of them, give them massage when they gi to sleep, help them when they have to a lot work, make them laugh again and again. I know life is tough. Hahaaa are you comforting yourself buddy.
Yaaa I thought for a while and now today I am replying after 5 days that I realized that family matters most. We are a family. That time when I wrote this I was angry but now I know that I must thank Almighty for giving me such a nice family, my brothers my parents, my dearest grandparents. I should not get angry too fast. I love my family too much. Oh my Almighty let my family be safe and healthy. Thank you so much.
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Everytime I take care of you people you just treat me as if I am irritating. I know life is tough for everyone and not just tough even competitive. I know you people are tired due to the work load the studies. And at evening when u are back. I leave my studies and come fast to welcome you, hug you and even make you laugh and dinner I crack jokes make you All laugh and tell you all to be positive and happy like me, don't pressure yourself due to the studies and still you all like why do u do these things, your voice is irritating, you create noise pollution, you disturb our mental piece, why do you do such things, for God's sake go away, or Oh Almighty please let her see my courpse right now and all the stuff. And what do I do I still smile and prepare bed for you all, so that you all will have sound sleep. Why Am I so irritating dear Almighty. And hahaaa sometimes I even try to decide not to do the things and i take control but just after two or three days I be the same may be it is because It is who I am truly. I whish you people could take care of me like the way I take care of you all. Yaaa I am a human too it does hurt me sometimes that why my efforts are getting lost but I say myself that may be they are saying those things because they are stuck with the life or they want solace.
Dear me please be happy, you know sometimes you make me proud of myself when I take a look at my inner side, no matter how difficult situations are I still have a smile, even though I am hurt I am still strong, and haha how I still take care of you people even though you say such words.Take care of them, give them massage when they gi to sleep, help them when they have to a lot work, make them laugh again and again. I know life is tough. Hahaaa are you comforting yourself buddy.
Yaaa I thought for a while and now today I am replying after 5 days that I realized that family matters most. We are a family. That time when I wrote this I was angry but now I know that I must thank Almighty for giving me such a nice family, my brothers my parents, my dearest grandparents. I should not get angry too fast. I love my family too much. Oh my Almighty let my family be safe and healthy. Thank you so much.
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