I guess I been loving wrong. I didn't know that your post to used people for your selfish needs. I didn't know that your post to lie and cheat. Man! I was taught wrong about loving someone correctly. All my life, men taught me over these years that I been loving wrong. Your post to abuse trust and don't listen to what is hurting your partner. Your post to keep hurting them more when you know what it is that is hurting them. I should of just stay in my first abusing relationship, because that is what love is, I guess. My mom told me that love is respecting your partner. Be honest, faithful, caring, supportive all that good stuff. I guess I don't deserve that kind of love, guys taught me that I don't deserve it, because I'm a good woman that been through hell and I don't deserve real love. I'm starting to understand that now. I'm not aloud to be happy like guys are. I'm not aloud to do anything that I want, like guys can. Guys get praised what they do and women get put down what we do. I'm learning now. I understand now, that I was just loving wrong. I'm going to get a tattoo that says LET THEM! Let them hurt me, that's all I know mostly is pain anyways. So let them!
© Charlotte B.