Dear Diary - 08/March 2023

A few days ago I was haunted by a memory of a shy smile, an introverted boy, a soul that isn't here on earth anymore...I lost myself in the pain and the tears that wouldn't stop falling... I called his name and the only sound I heard where my uncontrolled sobbs and pleas... pleas that broke me over and over again, because they were never going to bring you back to me...

Almost eight years ago I got a call from a girl I didn't know, a girl that had just lost her big brother in an accident and was talking with me like she was just sharing some important, non-critical information. She was so calm and pulled together, I almost didn't believe her. I honestly don't remember what I said to her but the next I knew is that I was slipping from a chair, falling to the ground and just... broke.
I don't remember getting...