She hurt me somehow that day. I wasn't ready for her to do that,still i said, i am all right with you having another boyfriend.

Well it wasn't anything i could do,even if i denied,she would still go to him since he was her first love. Having her with someone else hurts me,it hurts me badly,so deep that sometimes i couldn't utter a word. I wish i hadn't fall in love with her, why would god made me love someone who already has someone else in her heart.

I wasn't a species for love,god made me fall in love with her,why? well god had planned me as a way for her to get over from her 1st heartbreak. Once she got over it she fell in love with me. We dated for 3 years,those were the beautiful years.

But then she started missing him,her 1st love. He came back in her life, now her words are full of him. Its not that she and i have broken up,but in my heart somehow i know,we broke up the day her healed heart fell for him.

I am glad i loved her,but would be much happy if god hadn't used me as a therapist for her! I wanted to be the only one she loves,now i am no more her only love of life,he came and i lost her. I didn't wanted to.

May be god thought i deserved this. May be one day in my life,i will wake up and it wont hurt so much...
© drowning angel