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Am Bi- ...part 1
She was the first girl who approached me for a relationship
And I didn't hesitate,I agreed right away
Maybe cause I was heartbroken
Maybe cause I wanted to give my heart a chance with my fellow sex
I don't really know

I loved her as much as I'd love a guy. After my third breakup I decided I was done dating guys
I needed to try sth new,sth out of the ordinary
Then she popped up
Her pics filled my gallery,she'd ask for mine but I never got the courage to tell her "hey miss am a girl...not a guy as you think"

I was too scared to,she asked for us to meet
"Am gonna come down to Delta....my aunt lives there,she could be our excuse"- she said

I was scared beyond doubts
Does she know am a girl
Does she know am only using her "said" emotions to heal my broken heart

"Come on,tell her you are also a girl like her" my mind screamed out loud to me

After 3 months dating online,(I never allowed her come to Delta...made flimsy excuses) I posted a friend of mine..a he
She loved the post,wished him then straight to my DM she went

"Who's he?","why did u post him?","pls tell me you ain't dating him","why those sweet words to a mere friend?"
Yes she kept on typing without stop...reminds me of how I'd react when my ex did post other girls
"We are dating right?" She asked
"Are we?"- I had to ask her that

I needed to know my stand with her...am a her for goodness sake
Does she know that,well maybe this is the chance have been waiting for
"Am a girl,your fellow female" i continued
"I know...I always knew,but I love you" she said

"Me?"

Like me.....I was the one abandoned three times in a row by guys I loved
I was the one who they said didn't know how to love
No way she's kidding,she damn is
But who care..mehn she's hot
Why not enjoy her till she realizes "I don't know how to love"

Hah 😂😂



#always_yours