YES!YES IAM A COWARD...

I FEEL AND FEAR THE WORST...

I FEEL AND FEAR THE UNKNOWN..THE DARK FUTURE IAM BOUND TO AND BORNED FOR...

but...but can you blame me for once?no? yes? I don't know...
it's like my life has no choices. from morning dot to evening, I do the same. I feel the same, I talk and walk the same...but still it feels different..

like it's not me who is walking and talking and doing the all..

like iam missing myself...like my soul is deeply buried inside me...

I can't search for it...I don't have time...

I have to fulfill the responsibilities and burden iam bound for my future...i have to fear to cry aloud and say aloud...I...