29 July 2024

hii ,
I wish this app could record my voice so as to connect with you all more. anyways,
talking about this day ...........do you know there's a constant urge to hug someone tight without being asked why I am doing that, there's this feeling of losing interest in things which I desperately wanted few years back. I want to be heard without being judged, I want God to resolve all my issues just for once ,and being free soul doing things the way I wanted it to be done. Friends, family , people I know...all feels scary and miserable, so I distance myself away from everyone....but I still want A person to be my whole world , to be my vertebrae and I will be his ribs ......, to be my rescue person, to hold my tears , and vanish my fears.....
My heart is making ugly sounds ....may be it is yelling at me for hoping for a good person to be my friend. yeah Stupid me !! don't I know people only makes life awful.

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