My favourite person is moving away from me... He is going to be in another place in a few days and I still can't come to terms with it. This means I can't meet him or see him or touch him whenever I want. This thought is making me tear up everytime since I came to know about it. I am trying to be brave for him because I know it will be harder on him .No matter how much it crushes me from inside I can't let him feel that. I am not so financially strong that I can book flights and meet him whenever I want... But trust me I want him . I NEED HIM but I can't tell him that . I don't have trust issues infact I trust him more than me. Oh GOD this thought of him being so far away from me is slowly getting to me and I can't sleep. I know that I am not the first person who will be in long distance relationship but this was so unexpected. I wish I could hug him and cry out loud and ask him to not go but it's his career. I want him to be the most successful person and so I have to let him go but I know he is mine...
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