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SPECIAL!
@SudhindraRao16
Hello Sir! :') I don't really know what to feel right now. My heart is full of love and it really feels great that when I woke up, I received this kind of special gift from a person whom I don't know but sincerely believing in me. :'( My tears is falling while typing this message for you Sir. You know, I'm so happy and so overwhelmed.

You see,in my whole life, many people were humiliating and judging me. Even my dearest friend when I was in High School. You know, I remember, she was not feeling well in school that time. I am an honor student, but I chose to jump off the wall of our school just to get some medecine for her because the guard won't allow me to go out 'cause the classes is going on that time. But I care for her that I can't stop myself to worry for her because she's not feeling well. Our school is public and poor that we don't have enough fund to afford a clinic for students that time. But the day before our graduation, I found out myself that she's talking bad behind my back. All bad about me! And it really hurts me so much. I'm so disappointed because I know to myself that I didn't make anything wrong for her to do that. I can't understand how she managed to betrayed me still. What for!? For her to look good to other people? I don't know. Even my school Dean defended me from them. So thanks to her, she made me realized my worth that time. Without my school Dean, maybe I totally lost my trust to anyone. She said, that I'm a good person, so why did they do such thing? Like, hurting me and saying bad words behind my back. I really feel bad that time that I almost lost my self confidence and drown in tears. I did my best to be a better friend for her but she just threw it away just because of her jealousy that I don't know if where it came from. :'(

So you see? That's why I'm really thankful here Guys. Because of you, I learned that life isn't about pleasing anyone to like you, those sincere friends will come into your life where you don't expect to. Caring is what you got if you give love without expecting anything in return.

Thank you for sparing half of your love to me Guys! :') I won't forget this in my whole life! <3 God Bless your heart! :')
© Eamnevuj23