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world and me #part2
#WritcoStoryPrompt121
A desire to be a lot better than them , judging , comparing , distinguishing and again judging .
I just hated them I never liked someone who judges and compare . Those who judged me , first time I get intimidated but after some years I felt annoying and now I just ignore them . Because only I know how I was going through to be like that .
A junior who is lot better than you , one someone compared them and me . I felt a sense of ashamed and also hated that but that thing happened again . I was judged I was compared I was bilittled by everyone .
That no-one believed me even those who were close to me , even when I was wrongly accused . Now I know i am feeling jealous over others life but more than that I also can understand that there are people who suffering more than me .... so , i would only say that my life is so complicated , so complicated to handle .I sometime think that why God blessed me in this way that every moment I resent god . sometimes i think to just end my life but sometimes I think to be myself and believe in myself so that I can be successful enough to make my life better . So that I won't be relying on someone to do something for myself . So that I won't ever be ignoring my thoughts on my own beliefs and thoughts over someone popular . So that I can show world that I am worth of myself that they can't underestimate anyone by what they just see and hear from others ...!
© mikzz
A desire to be a lot better than them , judging , comparing , distinguishing and again judging .
I just hated them I never liked someone who judges and compare . Those who judged me , first time I get intimidated but after some years I felt annoying and now I just ignore them . Because only I know how I was going through to be like that .
A junior who is lot better than you , one someone compared them and me . I felt a sense of ashamed and also hated that but that thing happened again . I was judged I was compared I was bilittled by everyone .
That no-one believed me even those who were close to me , even when I was wrongly accused . Now I know i am feeling jealous over others life but more than that I also can understand that there are people who suffering more than me .... so , i would only say that my life is so complicated , so complicated to handle .I sometime think that why God blessed me in this way that every moment I resent god . sometimes i think to just end my life but sometimes I think to be myself and believe in myself so that I can be successful enough to make my life better . So that I won't be relying on someone to do something for myself . So that I won't ever be ignoring my thoughts on my own beliefs and thoughts over someone popular . So that I can show world that I am worth of myself that they can't underestimate anyone by what they just see and hear from others ...!
© mikzz
