June 21 , 1763
I knew I wasn't supposed to be there I guess, but I was just coming back home after yielding my field that day. I knew I wasn't supposed to come back home late that night but I just got late winding up my work. The rumor that I heard while going to my field I wonder why it was true. The warning those passersby gave me while I was going to my field I wonder why it was correct. It wasn't my fault, whatever happened it wasn't my fault. I am scared, save me, I want to live. I promise I won't open my mouth about what I've seen and heard.

June 29, 1763
I haven't eaten anything for days but suprisingly I am not hungry. They are...