Well infact I was lucky to have a family but never got to enjoy the happiness and love that others gained from families.Instead turned to regret and hatret at times things became hard that I thought of committing suicide but by then God reminded me that the world still needs me and he made me remember how some people's difficulties are greater than me but they never gave up.I went on living as life went on I had no friends and lonelyness was the only thing I could call friend and emptyness I grew up in a word where one is taught to obey without going against nobody cares how you feel and treat every thing with a smile ,by then I understood the true pain of lonelyness that was when I decided to be the source of every one's smile but still people used it as a weakness to hurt me I smiled sadly and never blamed them for they have never been lonely.But then........