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Just so Lonely~
As I sit here on my swing outside my home I sit here looking up at the dark sky with stormy clouds…then it starts to rain. I could not help but to just sit there in the rain as I look up at the deep dark sky, and just sit there and wonder why? I felt so alone and bored. As I was always so lonely and bored I had no friends to be with me or to play games or anything like that for my lack of happiness or anything like having some fun. I felt so distant and disconnected from the world and the reality of communication…I didn’t know how to make new friends or anything like that. I was never really taught how to do that. I felt isolated from others and no one asked me to play with them as a lonely little girl I felt so alone. I always wondered why, why did everyone hate me and never cared to stop and talk as I sit here pounding and wandering in the storm I was just drenched with water from the wet rain that came down that day. I...