The only wish I have that I could possibly live a peaceful life with you. But my sins won't let me live peacefully.

The time when I first saw you it feels like I get everything I want. It feels like all my dreams come true. You loves me with all your heart . Your presence in my life make it heaven.

But I couldn't hold you in my life because my hands are stained with blood . I have killed many innocent souls. Don't know how many curse I bear and I don't want that you should pay for my wrong doings. If you attached with me, your life may become not less than hell. People will start hating you and cursing you which I can't bear.

I choosed this life myself i cannot accuse anyone. Don't know with whom bullet I have to die. Your prayers can't save my life anymore.

If there is a second life I want to spend it at any cost. I can burn myself in the fire of hell for spending a moment with you dear.

I can only apologise to you that I am leaving you but I don't have any other option because for the world I am criminal and criminals don't have right to live a peaceful life.

This is my last letter to you.....

In hope I will meet in my next life...


© khushpreet kaur