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Memories of falling in love
An introvert and a beautiful soul who loves poetry, was this one day writing an sensual erotic poem, her poems were loved by many especially the genre love heartbreak and erotica. One fine night, she was just reading her followers quotes and poems not knowing what to write, a notification pops up, I love your erotica stuff, would you like to write one for me, we chat, he was older than me, loves non veg, lives alone. Our friendship bloomed, it became a regular routine to chat, our life was very much similar. The force that connect together was Banking & Insurance. I was a student and he, a technical analyst. We become very good friends, he used to listen to all my bickerings, I could share anything and everything and I knew that I wasn't being judged for it. He asked me out on a Coffee date, but I don't like coffee I said NO, He confessed that he like me, The moment was itself so special, I am so weird who would like me, but I always knew I couldn't love anyone because of my cast, religion and age..I had give up on the idea of love itself. But, destiny had some other plan.
We used to talk till 1 am. I too liked him, but the fear wouldn't let me confess it. Deep inside I always felt something for him, but I didn't knew what the feeling was.
Then, one day I felt very sick I told him, at that moment of loss, where I was hopeless he became my light this was the moment I fell for him, but I don't know who he is. We used to argue a LOT.
Block Unblock Follow Unfollow. For me, it felt like I love him, but... There is something that I am afraid of? I was afraid to give him a chance afraid to fall in love because I had a past. But love comes unexpectedly, and he was a chapter that I don't mind re-reading for the nth time. One day all of a sudden we stopped chatting, he stopped posting on either of his apps, stopped writing at that moment I realised I was in love, It was love, I am in love ? I was very happy but a strange feeling kept my thoughts awake, what if he don't love you back ?
We were so much in love, that I started dedicating poems too. Video call and chats were part of my routine, Those nicknames, ❤️ 🥰 Sometimes giving a second chance to somebody is all about believing in miracles and magic of love again.

© alpha stella