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(The story which comes through crescendo)
PART 1
On a sunny day or a rainy night..
I used to remember her..her name was "na su mi"it wasn't I asked..she used to wear a pullover written the name "na su mi"on it..so I guessed
i felt something special in her..she dances through tunes,driven by music..not minding what and where the world is going...getting splatted by a vessel of water,fully drenched,to wearing two different shoes without even noticing it,stumbling through the poles..,she was enthralled in the music..,
I with all my shyness had made a portrait of her,standing on the foot-bridge,fingers made into a sign like a rabit,and looking to the moon through it..I always wondered what could it be,what's the meaning of it,I always wanted to talk to her but could never do so,what if she finds me embarrassing,a creep,how would I ever face her like this,so I kept to myself,just looking at her from far away was enough to me
Some time passed by,sitting in the bus,thinking of still giving that potrait to her,and she used to travel by the same as well,It happened the same this time as well,she sat somewhere behind me, and I found myself feeling nervous once again,about my posture,about my looks,what do I do,run away,or sit awkwardly,or try talking as we are of the same age?..and by the time I thought this.. someone knocked my shoulder and I turned to see,and it was "na su mi"um..she asked me the direction for the music hall and I was nervous as well but still with all my might,I told to get of on last but one station and walk by this street and..so along..after this she said thank you,and went on to get seated,I felt that wasn't enough,I again went to her and said"rather you can go to the last station and walk by this route,you'll reach their much sooner,and just a few seconds and I recollected my thoughts and thought this is the right time to give her the potrait,bus reached a station,I just took the potrait when one of her friend came by and I couldn't face giving it to her now and just got off the bus..and when this happened her favourite locket got interwined with my bag and when I pulled away,The locket got attached to my bag,I thought returning it back to her is important,maybe it is a personal connection to her,I ran to reach the next station through shortcuts,through hills,through streams,it started raining all of a sudden,and through all this happening this day..there was an accident as well..the bus crashed..many were harmed ..three were dead..I ran with all my might to the hospital crying all over..to meet her,when I found the one among the three was her,I was shook by this,Thought's running in the mind,why did I ever talk,why did I ever tell her the direction,why,just why?is it me responsible,am I the one to be blamed,if I had just stopped after saying the directions first,will it come to this?..with all the haunted thoughts I had about her,I couldn't take it,I ran away,away to a place where I knew no one,"To Germany"for studies,
Days passed,months passed,years passed ...it's been 13 years from that incident,I'm 30 now, and still again would always run away from life,living life for 6 months and deserted in a place for the other 6 months,with a beard too long...I wondered like a no mad,I did this to stay away from people,to not hurt anyone again,I don't think I will ever be able to connect to this world..I would never ever be...
(will it change,or will it always be the same..what has the life packed for him..we will know very soon with time..)
(I ain't a good writier,sorry about that..if still you want to watch this..you. can watch this in youtube or viki..it's a korean drama)
(sorry if they are any typo's,I couldn't process and check all of it again..)
PART 1
On a sunny day or a rainy night..
I used to remember her..her name was "na su mi"it wasn't I asked..she used to wear a pullover written the name "na su mi"on it..so I guessed
i felt something special in her..she dances through tunes,driven by music..not minding what and where the world is going...getting splatted by a vessel of water,fully drenched,to wearing two different shoes without even noticing it,stumbling through the poles..,she was enthralled in the music..,
I with all my shyness had made a portrait of her,standing on the foot-bridge,fingers made into a sign like a rabit,and looking to the moon through it..I always wondered what could it be,what's the meaning of it,I always wanted to talk to her but could never do so,what if she finds me embarrassing,a creep,how would I ever face her like this,so I kept to myself,just looking at her from far away was enough to me
Some time passed by,sitting in the bus,thinking of still giving that potrait to her,and she used to travel by the same as well,It happened the same this time as well,she sat somewhere behind me, and I found myself feeling nervous once again,about my posture,about my looks,what do I do,run away,or sit awkwardly,or try talking as we are of the same age?..and by the time I thought this.. someone knocked my shoulder and I turned to see,and it was "na su mi"um..she asked me the direction for the music hall and I was nervous as well but still with all my might,I told to get of on last but one station and walk by this street and..so along..after this she said thank you,and went on to get seated,I felt that wasn't enough,I again went to her and said"rather you can go to the last station and walk by this route,you'll reach their much sooner,and just a few seconds and I recollected my thoughts and thought this is the right time to give her the potrait,bus reached a station,I just took the potrait when one of her friend came by and I couldn't face giving it to her now and just got off the bus..and when this happened her favourite locket got interwined with my bag and when I pulled away,The locket got attached to my bag,I thought returning it back to her is important,maybe it is a personal connection to her,I ran to reach the next station through shortcuts,through hills,through streams,it started raining all of a sudden,and through all this happening this day..there was an accident as well..the bus crashed..many were harmed ..three were dead..I ran with all my might to the hospital crying all over..to meet her,when I found the one among the three was her,I was shook by this,Thought's running in the mind,why did I ever talk,why did I ever tell her the direction,why,just why?is it me responsible,am I the one to be blamed,if I had just stopped after saying the directions first,will it come to this?..with all the haunted thoughts I had about her,I couldn't take it,I ran away,away to a place where I knew no one,"To Germany"for studies,
Days passed,months passed,years passed ...it's been 13 years from that incident,I'm 30 now, and still again would always run away from life,living life for 6 months and deserted in a place for the other 6 months,with a beard too long...I wondered like a no mad,I did this to stay away from people,to not hurt anyone again,I don't think I will ever be able to connect to this world..I would never ever be...
(will it change,or will it always be the same..what has the life packed for him..we will know very soon with time..)
(I ain't a good writier,sorry about that..if still you want to watch this..you. can watch this in youtube or viki..it's a korean drama)
(sorry if they are any typo's,I couldn't process and check all of it again..)
