Everything just really hurts rn and honestly idk who's emotion it is...I swear if I hear anything hurtful rn I'd probably burst into tears..that's how hurt I am rn..and tbh idk why..I really want to talk to him but he just said goodnight and went offline...so I guess I'm gonna sleep with a heavy heart to night...just hope his ok...damn but I really wanna talk to him ..maybe then I'd feel better but whatever maybe I'm annoying him with my mood swings and stress..I wish I had someone to talk to right now..I'm literally just trying to hold in my tears. I just get so tired sometimes like I'm tired emotionally, mentally and physically..idk what to do anymore..like when I really need him to comfort me he just says goodnight..like he didn't even say "I love u" like not even an "ily" ugh whatever it's fine though..I'll just let it hurt until it doesn't hurt anymore..I hope he knows that I love him but I really hate the fact that I love him ugh you what at this point my mind is just saying 'fuck him, I hate him' like yoh nah fuck him I don't even want to talk to him anymore it's fine, turns out I'm sleeping with a heavy heart and an angry mind tonight.
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